struggling~*－杏仁的私家屋

always chilin n chattin wif my colleagues during lunch... their topics always surround houses, stock, $, marriage... hahah

y couldn't they talk sth else instead?? anyways...

not that i dun like this topic... actually i feel interesting in listening how they gonna decorate their houses n invest their money.... i really learn a lot from them seriously... then i start to think bout myself...

in fact these topics make me feel ---> i... a..m.... g.e..t..t...i..n...g........o..l...d..... *faint*

thinking of my age...

thinking of my youthhood...

thinking of my future...

thinking of my life...

thinking of $$...

thinking of time...

thinking of wut da hell am i doing now..

thinking of where shud i b...

thinking of what m i aiming for...

i can't imagine i reach the age of thinking these stuffs so quickly... *sniff sniff* time flies... 30's coming soon... omfg... hahahah

oh man... driving me nuts... i wanna turn back time to age 0-18... hahaha pls~~~~~~~~~~~~~

btw... ppl often said "a woman's youthhood is limited"

a woman is best if can marry before 26...

well duh.....

there r many considerations.... it's not that simple and it's not b forced... although... nvm..............................................

everytime when i heard or involve in this kinda topic i gonna look like ->

i mean... useless if use marriage to seize the other half while he's not even ready or willingness... what's the point for?

aiming the goal to "marry before 26" is the priority n that's it?? then u gonna marry no matter who???

reverse the situation... if there's a guy asking u to marry him when u're 26... u gonna marry him even if u dun like him just dat u wanna meet ur goal??????????? fair??!?!????

...enough said...