杏仁的私家屋

 
::taken on Oct 1, 06 after dinner ---  i've got the bestest sweetest lovely fastest chef ever:: 
 
 
need i say more?  hehehe

 
Sept 29, 06
went to Ocean Park with my coworkers after work tonite...  hella fun...  hahaha  so lucky we got fast passes so that we could play ALL 6 HAUNTED HOUSES in there instead of lining up for 45+ mins for each haunted house plus we had time to play other games as well...  gosh...  as usual, i screamed and laughed crazily coz those freaking ghost poped out from nowhere and unexpected...  wahhahahaha  we played from 8pm~12am and we r all exhausted and tired at last...  but yeah...  the haunted houses r okie lah...  not really that scary just kinda freak me out in some way coz i didn't know where they came out from...  whahahhahaha  but it's cool to go out with my lovely coworkers coz they're super fun to hang out with...  hahahaha  i will never forget velis n german for scaring me man...  dang...  hahaha
 
ooOoo also thx velis for that moomin toy...  whahahahhaha  then we left Ocean Park at around 12:30am...  then went to eat somewhere in CWB then bak home...  also thx velis for delivering me home at 2am in the morning man...  u r such a nice guy...  wahhaha 
 
will upload pix laterz...  wahhahah
 
 
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wahhahaha  check http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2101217583 for more pix...  ^^ll

 
Sept 28, 06
 
rushed to cova @ kowloon tong after work to meet elel n hen hen...  HAHHAHAHAHA  haven't seen hen hen for 9 mths!!!  hahaha  miss him soooooooooooooooooooooooo much...  hahahahaha  the buffet started from 830pm-1015pm...  we ate so many cakes + ham + cookies...  OH BOY...  so freaking full...  my tummy was filled by choco, cakes, cookies, ham...  hahahahaha  so i ended up slept at 2am...  hahahahaha 
 
shit...  i guess my diet plan never can proceed...  holy  -_______________-
 
 

::-ve thinker::  y da hack i alwayz think so -ve rite frum da beginning?  i never think of +ve sidez...  da reason is that hoping too much will cause more disappointments...  that's y i always think so -ve so when da result comes out to b a bit better than what i think, i won't hurt too much...  yeah that's my theory i guess...
 
::lack of confidence::  i never certain/believe myself in some perspectives and i get influenced by other ppl so easily...  just like...  ummmmm  i use to double check..  oh no..  triple check my work.  always freak out in case i do sth wrong.  back into school days when me and my classmates checked answers and figured out our answers r different, i always believed their ans r correct...  y was that?  sigh...  never think what i do is right which is not good...
 
::self abasement::  i hate when someone comparez me with another...  sigh...  why have to compare???  but then i always compare me with otherz...  shit...  that's a contradiction but then i dunno why i act like this...  just like personalities, weight, appearance, etc...  tho they said they dun mind, but i do mind and care and think i'm not good enuff... 
 
::no opinion::  i dun always speak out my mind n i like to store it in my mind...  those who know me well whenever they ask me where u wanna go what do u wanna eat what do u wanna do???  my replies r..  i donno, u chooses, whatsoever which i know gonna piss otherz off...  sometimes they force me to think but...  end up they make the decision for me...  ahhahah  the reason is that i scare otherz may not like/agree my ideas so i just follow what they like...  i hate it too when my friend actz like that.... hahhaha  it's like both of coz saying "donno.. doesn't matter..."  haha damnit...  i'm going out with myself!!!  whahahha
 
::stubborn::  never hear other's advicez, suggestions, idea, i just do it in my way!  is that a good thing??  i believe in 1+2+3=6 while others believes in 3+2+1=6 or 2+3+1=6 or whatsoever n they r the same thing...  probably their ways r much easier but i just believe 1+2+3=6...  what is this?  shit i just wanna change but i can hardly do it...  sometimes i have my ans in my mind but still i wanna hear others' ideas yet ending up choosing my original choice then what's da point of asking others??  dang i dunno...  my family n my friends say i am really stubborn just like a cow!  i think so too!!  sigh...  i just like following my own rulez...
 
 
sigh~  da above r my evaluations of myself... 
any good thingz?? NO.. ABSOLUTELY NO!!!
even i couldn't stand myself...  i'm not good at all...  T___________T
 
 

damn...  y am i those kinda person who get fat easily?  i mean like...  just by drinking a cup of water???  fack...
i try to reduce weight by eating less and eat less everyday...  but...  wuwuwuuw  this isn't working!!!!!!!!  wth is this happening??  wuwuuwuwuw  WHILE SOME PPL NEVER GET FAT BY EATING TONS AND TONS EACH DAY...  THIS ISN'T FAIR MAN...  WHAT KINDA GENE IS THAT???  SO JEALOUS...
 
i needa avoid eating some of my favouritez coz of my wounds...  needa say good bye to my CHOCO, beef, and egg...  wuwuuwuw  so sad...  this is toture...  i can't endure no more...  argggggggggggggggggg
 
my weakness is SWEET...  gosh...  if i can never ever eat SWEET STUFFS,  OMG I GONNA B INSANE..  hahahahaha  shit this is a miracle n i dun think i can never ever do that...  wuwuuwuwuw
 
my goal is...  REDUCE WEIGHT (AT LEAST DUN GAIN WEIGHT!!!!!)
but i super like sweet stuffs...  OMG..  choco...  CHOCO...  icecream...  dessert...  T_____T
damn what should i do...  whahahahaa

waaa  blink my eyes, i come back to hk for 9 mths already
wat i can say is...  TIME FLIES MAN...
went though some upz/downz in these 9 mths
dun wanna mention bout downsidez..
goodsidez r... 

fully support by my lovely family...  my maomao, my dada, my sissy <3  hehehehe

my coworkerz rockz!!!  they're nice n awesome..  we're juss like 1 big family...  hehehe  so happi to know u all~

meet hobeee...  wahhaha  my life is so colorful now...  hahahaha

friends in hk...  man without u guys i gonna b bored to death...

friends in van...  omg...  speechez r uesless n meaningless...  juss....  miss u all...  T__T

p.s.  mmmm  above list is not in order man...  so...  hwahahahhahahaha  order isn't important...

june 18 - 1st time biking
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2+ mths laterz..
sept 3 - 2nd time biking...  now become...  yeah hobeee knowz...  whahahahha
 
it juss happen so fast in a short period of time dat i can't even believe it...
 
 
gum arm dak gum q...  pink pink pink day!!  dim guy wui gum ge...
stupid me fell off frum da bike...  argggggggggggggggggggggg
sei la sei la..  wai yung..  dim suen...  ~><~  haf scar dim suen...  AIYAAAAAAAA MAMAMIYAAAAA
 
 

 
 
빵이 멜론이 좋아합니다.  hehehe 
 
 

 
dun feel nething at first
 eventually some sparklez happen in between that u dun even realize
  as time goes by...
   begin to care, think, jealous, dream, imagine, desire, crave, confuse...
    wanting more and more and more
     feel happi coz of tiny bits of thingz
      feel sad also coz of tiny bits of thingz
       keep on wondering and asking why is this why is that
 
 

JULY 30, 2006
 
belated happy bday daddy~~~ 
cough cough lemme sing u a bday song... 
 
happy bday to you
happy bday to you
happy bday to papa
happy bday to you
 
papa i  u~~
 
can't celebrate with u this yr...  >< 
u guys ate mondo gelato icecream & went to cheesecake etc??????  wuwuwuuwuwuwuwu  i wanna gogogo too...  my favourite chocolate cheesecake...  awwwwwwwwwwwwww  u guys took picz without me 2...  wuwuwuuwuwuw  ~><~
 
anyways papa, hope u enjoy ur bday n hope ur wishezzzzzzzz come true...  muah~
alrite...  my  for u this yr.... TADAAAAAAAAAAAAA   WAKKAKAKAKAKKAKA... 
 
once again PAPA I LOVE U...  kiss kiss ^3^

wohoho  2 days straight getta see my tata <3...
 
what do i need to say more?  damn he's just so CUTE CUTE CUTE!!   but too bad i couldn't get his autograph...  dang....  anyhow i have no regretz coz i can see him in real... TWICE!!!!!!!!  WOHOHOHO
 
they sang 2 songs.  first was scandal and second was 127 days in mandarin...  didn't take too much pics this time coz those FREAKING JOURNALISTS completely blocked my sight so then we had to move...  by dat time they already sang scandal...  dang!!!
 
alrite it's SHOWTIME... tadaaaaaaaaa~~
 
 
 
***again...  all focus on my tata <3  i love the last pic!!!!  he's so naughty...  wakkakaka  he was watching at the big screen while doing da "V" pose...  awwwwwwwwwwww***

wakkakakakakaka  i was so excited and hyper!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  went to KangTa & Vanness Music Concert eventho i was sick...  IT'S AWESOME...  although it's a short one and we had to stand but still it's GREAT, WONDERFUL, OMG...  coz i gotta see my TATA in real...  WOW HE LOOKS SO LENG JAI IN REAL, MAN I MEAN HE LOOKS CUTE AND GREAT IN PHOTOS, MV, MEDIA, WUTEVER, BUT REAL IS EVEN BETTER...  U CAN IMAGINE HOW LENG JAI HE IS.. OMG...  <jan yan leng gor sheung gang, but sheung gang yi ging ho ying jai...  gum jan yan jan hai chiu kup ging leng jai>  wakakkakaka  jang arrrrrrrrrrr
 
ok.. so...
 
i planned when to go out already since i knew da line up would b so freaking long.  so as i expected, da line up was.. damn.. LONG...  i wondered when da first person arrived...  insane...  shit...  my butt was hurt...  hahahahah  but when i thot i could see tata...  it's deserved!!!!!!
 
man..  dat was a mini one.  they sang...  hmmm i dunno how many songs...  @@  but all songs from scandal in mandarin n korean...  they didn't sing Good Vibration tho but they sang wild flower which was a new song...  kakakakaka  coz i was so busy taking photos so i didn't count how many songs they sang...  so did elel!  she just concentrated on his cute face...  ahhahaha elel and i screamed so loud...  oh boy only screamed for tata since we're addicted to him so much...  he's really really handsome and cute!!!!!!  ahahhahahah  couldn't calm down...  wakkakakak oh man..  and those freak in front of us were V's official fans...  actually we're all surrounded by v's fans..  but hey.. those freak carrying those name tags which blocked our views.. damn.. we were like wtf...  put those down...  not only us but da back were yelling..  dang...  could hardly took pics...  so lucky tata was on our side all da way... woot wootttttttt  so i took so many many many pics but kinda blurry...  sigh but still GOOD...  wkakakaka
 
da concert started at 825pm and ended at 930pm...  but i forgot to take a photo of myself with my 2 white white balloons with kr words dat i wrote...  darn!!!!!!!!!!!  so regret....  our legs were so tired and our throats were dry afterwards...  ahhahahahah coz we stood too long and yelled too loud...  so then we ate at KFC... 
 
i dun have to sleep for tonite since i'm still so excited...  hyper... energetic..  OMGOMGOMGOMG....  wow long enough...  i should stop here...  ^^
 
 
***all pics focus on kangta only***  wakkakakakakakak  i went to da concert coz of tata not vanness...  so...  yeah...  bye~  ahhahaha